Tuesday, September 28, 2010

NatComp 2010 Grand Finals - St.Joseph, Kuching

They've melted my heart.


St Joe Kuching Marching Band Final 2009

St Joseph Kuching @ State Championships 2007


12th MSSMBC 2006 - SMK St. Joseph, Kuching


real random stuff :)


Taeyang - Wedding Dress [HD]

i freakingly need someone romantic.

i'm not desperate for love, i'm not obsessed with anyone,

but i just felt depressed, when i realize that

u're the one and only optimum temperature that i need. ♥

but i just dont even know why,

why would i keep coming back to u?

even if i knew always that,

you only exist in my dream?

owh please, wake me up babe :')

Monday, September 27, 2010

Randoms ♥

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.

It takes no time to fall in love but it takes you years to know what is love.

You taught me how to love but didnt taught me how to stop falling in love.

The weirdest thing is, when i know fact that you'll never be mine but i'm still here dreaming of you.

and yeah, love really hurts.


Get over it, learn from the mistake you've made, and never repeat the same thing AGAIN. :)

It might take a long time, but the fact must be accepted.


If something ain't yours, it wont be, FOREVER :)

God always prepare the right person for you at the right time, so just follow God's way.

For the right person who really loves you, wont hurt you :)

I know right, its easier to say, but its hard to do what I've mentioned :/


you might not know anything

but I've witnessed the truth, with my bare eyes

you may thought it is nothing special

but it cut deep down into my heart

leaving a scar that cant be healed, ever

to the specify YOU

if there's another coincidence, then i'm destined to haunt your life x)

get over it, even if i didn't get the important part of character in your life, at least i'll appear in your life story line from the past, to now, and also the future :D


no matter how good am i, acting that i didn't care about ***
i don't think i can stand any longer

i might refrain or end our relationship, or ***s

find me a substitute, asap, please :/ LOL

Friday, September 24, 2010


you're just a substitute 
a fake lover
a shield for protecting me falling for others
a hiding place to comfort and paralyze myself

thanks to you
i prevent myself from getting hurt from time to time

i love you more than you could imagine
hate you like how grief turns to sorrow, and lastly converts to numb

you've done a good job though
kept me desperate, and not dare to go any further near you

i really am grateful that you exist in my live
letting me get closer than compare to other
also not in a fantasy where i could dream that there's gonna be any happy ending

from deep down my heart
i hope you'll stay the way we are for the time being
until i found another substitute
or maybe when i'm strong enough to fly on my own
not relying you anymore

Monday, September 20, 2010

Thursday, September 16, 2010


在雨中慢步 奔跑 我都爱

只可惜 狗狗在雨中不认得我了



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

U-Kiss - As long As You Love Me [MV] HQ

heyyyyy guys! 
I recently start stalk on the U-KISS group.
U-KISS (Korean: 유키스) is a seven-member South Korean boy band.
I just don't know why i kept following them.

U-Kiss Version of As Long As You Love Me, once sang by legendary band - Westlife :)

Theodor Geisel

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. 

后.青春期的诗 –九把刀

–九把刀 《后。青春期的诗》


九把刀 Giddens






但我們決定, 不管這些夢想多麼困難奇怪,所有人都要努力幫對方完成……





Monday, September 13, 2010


i dream myself being a princess

awaiting for my prince charming

for i am so desperate

not only to be love, but to feel whole.

Sunday, September 12, 2010


camwhores! x)
specially made for mua TUMBLR. :P

Tino Coury - Diary (music video w/ lyrics)

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I-I read your diary (Tino, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all the things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Oh Oh
Oh oh
Oh oh oh

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just a second

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (from readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT wanna cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Oh Oh
Oh oh
Oh oh oh

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your diary d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary (ohoho)
I read your diary



chapter 26

booyah to the max!
haha i finnaly did "something" that wasn't really randoms in the durations of this holidays.

imma gonna share stuffs that i did from 09092010 till 12092010 :) 

on thursday, i went out with Ning Jie, Jacys and Cempedak

a picture with my sis i've taken before i went out
she look so sleepy :/

i played with my dad's chef hat *a disposable one* ( which's called TOQUE traditionally )
too bored x)

after ning came, we went to Sunny Hill and eat pandan Ice Cream!
omg i cant belive it, its been so long~ thanks to ning i could eat it again. the last time since i last ate is like, five years ago x(
and till now, its still super delicious! haha. 

some photo taken on that day, credits to Ning Jie :D

Friday morning i did nothing, until night i went for rehearsal for upcoming church event - moon cake festival night.
Just after the rehearsal, i realize i haven't been practicing well on my piano as my hands have stiffened, not as active and lively as before, and my skills in live performing which needs to observe the vocalist signals just sucks, my mind's always drifting somewhere else~

Saturday i woke up at 6, which i've never had waken up this early for one week already.
I went to Mount Kubah Climbing with SIB Youth Fellowship :)
Our trail is 3000 miles uphill, and 3000 miles down the hill, we started our journey around 7/8 oclock and ended around 2 oclock.
the trail's kinda hectic but we made it, TO THE TOP!
praise the Lord~

camwhore on the ount top!

lots of photo shooting
photo album by pro photographers - Luny , Samuel x)

finally, on Sunday, we went sermon in the morning,
and went to Boulevard,
which you and me myself couldn't believe that i wore something like this!

just for fun :P