Monday, October 24, 2011

Solemnity doesn't taste sweet.

Greetings, earthling. I came in giving you all a big kiss on the cheek! xx

Orders given by the place I call "my heart",
I here by declaring myself for being alienated until the 7th of December,
from the world wide web that never failed to let me linger so long in the labyrinth of temptation,
and somehow tantalized me to slack and procrastinate the mission to save my own future because of my sluggish attitude.

I, once a dweller of the earth and soon will be,
is very gratitude for the presence of the all mighty that never abandon me from being jeopardized, 
and always taught me to be able to discern the rendition of reality in spite of my vulnerable emotions and rambling mind.

To my friends who were going through the same mission as I,
all the best and GBU ! x)


Fiasco not!

All of them, literally flowing furiously.
 As if the charismatic stallion stampede through the lush green field.

Alphabets that conjured into inspiring words, 
connected and formed into phrases and paragraphs by many different connoisseur.

was force to blend into fuzzy and misty clouds that I barely recognize.

Trying hard not to match the puzzle piece wrongly, 
otherwise deceitful speech may decipher nothing.

But then I know, 
In the echoes of clemency, 
He is there to enrapture the future that's looming near.

The second Epistle of Paul the Apostle to Timothy chapter 1 verse 7 said, 
For God has not given us a spirit to fear, but of power and love and a sound mind.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

chapter 53 ; #13

The temperature's rising abruptly but the sky seems so dim and lovely-cooling. Here I am, wishing to get a quick shower but my ass just cant move.

Then I was hungry, I cooked myself a small pot of hot instant noodles, which I can't wait to try and my lips literally touched the hot pot. Without a doubt, where I was supposed to be enraptured by the tasty cheesy noodle, now feeling so-not-hungry but only pure pain on my vulnerable lips. Which also obviously, look half-cooked.

Recently Ms.Law introduced us to this book. I bought it and adores it to bits and pieces! It means so much when just several pages could set your imagination ablaze with ferocious flame and instill snippets of romanticism that warms your heart from within. This is a book published by the neighbouring secondary school - St. Teresa Kuching and written by aspiring Teresian. :))

Hopeless Record sent me several emails reminding me that there's new videos being uploaded on Youtube. Heee I've never regretted subscribing to their channel. Most of their release suits my taste of music perfectly I say, as how I first fell for All Time Low, which I prefer their Ori Music Version rather than acoustic ones. Unlike Secondhand Serenade vocalist and guitarist John Vesely, he somehow flawlessly combines with acoustic music.


Sing For Me - Yellowcard

Be The Young - Yellowcard


See Me Smiling - Yellowcard


Life Of Leaving Home - Yellowcard 


With You Around - Yellowcard


The Sound Of You And Me - Yellowcard 


Hide - Yellowcard

Logos Hope, which made me excitied just thinking about going on board, actually organized several programmes in conjunction from selling of books. I search the net for news but eventually can't find any. Except the one in Port Klang. I guess, I'll try harder and share it here asap if I got their schedule, hopefully before they arrives because purchasing of tickets needed time ><. :))

In the process of searching for the schedules, I encounter this website, that actually caught my attention.
Since everything happened for their own reasons, maybe there's a message behind what I came through? Only God knows. ;)

Testimonial have been filled with my achievements and I'm positively unsure and negatively affected by what I've wrote. Heh. What I've heard from teachers who asked other students actually made my level of confidence became futile and frail. But who are they to kill our spirits just like that? I'm sorry but I'm not being offensive Just, it's true that certain words can really hurled us into rifeness pain.

Alright lah. All the best Amigos! GBU x))

Friday, October 7, 2011

Nice guys finish last

Three videos that I will be showing now is actually kind of stupid.
But I just can't stop laughing looking at their lyrics.


Chester See


Kevin Jumba

Ryan Higa

It's all the same song actually but different version ;3

Finally she's back in Malaysia!

Jeng! They're finally back! I'm always wondering when I'll have the chance to see her again and lucky me I got her news saying that recently she's back at Malaysia thanks to 杨宝贝 x)

Haha mushroom head me Lol. xD The first time I'm there was like so long ago and my sister's still struggling on learning how to walk! I know I'll remember her even after so long. My first hardcover book and my first thickest book was bought there and I love it so much I couldn't get my hands off it back then. <3 ;)

This time, I'll be there and I promise! I can't describe how excited I am right now x)

Tuesday, October 4, 2011


From this.


This. XD
Heh. Really not much difference actually. Just. More messy. Which, I need not to handle any more ;)

As for today,
It's a lucky pass! And I can finally sleep well xD well not really THAT well until I finish spm. I guess. Glad that I finish fast and not much sun this morning. Poor Daniel had to wait till noon and later than that :(

Sigh. My time's getting slower and slower by the minute and I just don't know why. Weird much.

And hor. This I like. XD

Happy 12th birthday to my so rebellious sister in advance! :P

#so long ago -.-

Sunday, October 2, 2011


Don't promise when you're happy.

Don't reply when you're angry.

Don't decide when you're sad.

It's always harder to learn from mistake. But no pain, no gain. Right?

btw. scribbling with my finger is 酸 -.-


In Him, it never fails me to fall and get up so fast without giving up.

Somehow I've the feeling that He's talking to me. And there's this fascinating sense that made me realize that there's something special, there's this meaning that He wanted me to know after singing the song at youth on Saturday.

Well in addition with Pastor Kiu's preach and more playing with my piano and the guitar, now I finally know why.

He'll not leave me that I know and always will be certain of. I'll never loosen my grip on His mighty hands that for sure.


This actually look...... quite pathetic.

Now I know what it feels like having hard time getting in contact with someone who's really important to you. Well I've been backing off from people lately and so now I'm getting the taste of my own medicine. 

All I need is another chance. I'm sincerely sorry too. Really really sorry.

And somehow, thanks for making me realize that, I'm wrong :')

Saturday, October 1, 2011


I know I'm not suppose to be here. Lol my mum told me to help her search for something so I end up here x)

I wish 2 years ago I'd tell the dentist I prefer wearing permanent braces. :/ Heh I know I still can do now but I'm so lazy.

Yeup lazy and stubborn. :P 


Is there any stars out there tonight ready for me to make a wish?

A short farewell

I was thinking what will life be like without going to school. Will I not study and laze around? Will I get so depress because of no social life with random people? Will I miss someone?

Then I hope, no matter what happen, I'll have this comment at the end of my everyday lifes.

It will be a good day if my life perception is right. Right? But knowing is not enough. It's a matter whether you can do it to make your day good, or you can't.

Well then I look at the time, and I was like,

Woah I'm up here for nearly 12 hours. This is just too much.

Hey, I might not be online for quite awhile starting now after I shut down my PC kay? Weather's getting hotter by day, do take care and God bless! xo

Adios <3 :)

Nom Nom Nom

This cake is so seductive. Sinful much!

Just realize I haven't eat dinner. Lol well since I'm currently not into cheese and due to the heat my throat can't handle the deliciousness of dark chocolate, I'll teat myself with Secret Recipe's White Chocolate Macadamia tomorrow then. x) 

Happy belated 17th Birthday to Elisa Bong too! <3 :)