Saturday, November 27, 2010


teehee! tomorow's lion nursing home charity sale! 

nervous -.- n so fraustrated LOL.

thank God there's many people to help but its the final touches that worries me. its good to have my dear elisa to help. :D


i have my hats on only. owhhhh you know what i mean.

i freakingly need a bloody WARM HUG(s) right now.


;) ohh you know i love you 

you hearing?

if only i could treat life more seriously.

or if only you'd understand that i'm trying very hard to live my life to the best or maybe beyond boundaries.

will you treat me seriously too?

please dont give up on me babe, nor put high expectations.

you know i will. one day. wtf i dont want you to think that i'm playing with my life nor joking around.

its a bet. i shall not give up.

Friday, November 26, 2010

tooniees xD


put your hands up if you're a simpsons fan!

cause i am. teehee am a fan, and always will be! xP

dare to dream big.

i wish. its always my wish.

 one day in the future, i want to fly, go, or maybe even stay in EUROPE.

its something in my conscience or thoughts or feeling. i feel that i should go there. i dont know why.   

not japan, korea or china. its Europe!

like i've said. dare to dream big.

but still, always expect the worst. for avoiding big disappoinments :/

crave o.o

ZOMG this is so cute! its a PINK BLACKBERRY.

i want this. *drools* dammit this is better than iphone lah.

and imma so addicted to pink stuff lately. turning girlish eh? not bad. hahaha.

but whut. dont worry i wont buy a pink camera lah. still haven't lost my mind Lols.

happy 15th birthday!

happy birthday to you and congrats for being my beautiful brother for 3 years! xD

teehees although i super dont like that you'd gained weight this few days. Lol.

nyways love yeah.

xo, you're loveliest jie xD

not so long ago x)

geof bong! woohoo. he came in our class like suddenly and we - eileen, elisa, adrian, and me sama sama do this. wtf he's cute right! xD

the last two days of school, this is my lunch! and after lunch, elisa and me spend like few hours going around our school area looking for jobs. but haih. nothing much to say bout this. Lol.

woohoo. on the last day of school, ning jie come and pick me and we went to tarot! haha drank this freaking nice awesome green tea with whip cream and blah ingredient that makes me feel like o.o LOL. went to distribute magazine but now only 20% gone! omg i hope other company wont blame me for being late.

NASHA! omggg i heart her so much! and her sis natalie too! they're like super cute! x)

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be a part of churp churp today!

incase you're wondering, churp churp is a way of making money via tweeting!
its something like nuffnang, cause we earn money just by blogging.

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chapter 33

yay. Lol wtf its another emo period.

first. family issues.

second. friends issues.

third. money issues.

fourth. time issues.


neh. i did. but everything's the same and wtf i'm walking in circles now @@

and so, yeah im sick for like 3 days. 

then when the cold medicine doesn't give you the drowsy effect anymore cause you take too much, its better for you to sweep through the kitchen cabinet and search for alcohol. and so, i did and all i found is this (BERENTZE's wild kirsch). drank, and slept like a baby.

 *note to CHILDREN* pretend you did note saw this and please do no do what i did. PLEASE. 

i just don't know what the heck is going on with me. to be frank, im craving for alcohol these days. *why do i even bother to tell you this?*

since i've DEACTIVATE my fb acc, all i do is sleep. Lol no lah, told you i was sick like hell for three days. and today browse through my file's picture and saw this zomg awesome coolness pic. heh. HOLIDAY'S BORED! but i still like lying around doing nothing.

i really wish i could do so.
i want to feel the freedom again.

and to the you, 
*some specific person please don't perasan*

yeah. thats all.

xoxo, thessa.

p/s. phone no credit. the ONLY way to find me is call me. 



i want to feel this so badly.


ohnonono i didnt mean to suicide or hurt myself lah. 

i just lost the words i wanted to say.




the advantages of being ignorant.

i wouldn't care so much like i do now.


if only i can digest what my coach told me.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

some real talents =O

okayyyyy. i know this concert was like, quite long ago. but, whenever i watch it again, i'll get goosebumps! Lol.

btw. i was suppose to sleep. wthhhh. stupid internet. or should i blame my own control-abilities -.-

alright thats all lah. goodnight, sweetdreams! 
xoxo :)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

random post -.-

teehee. xD

Thursday, November 18, 2010

chapter 32 - beach time ;D

teeeeeeeehees ;D

always VAIN. xD

okay its a moment with laughter and tears ;P my finger's so hurt i cant play the piano well now. Lol.
but its getting better now. haha. thanks guys. 


heart my shirt although it makes me look fat! *maybe i really am FAT Lol*
omg hahaha.

peace to NATURE! ;)

i look so man. omg. haha.

lovesssssss the nails! aha :P 

stupidity #1

stupidity #2

stupidity #3

ahhhhhhhhhhjie. thanks for orgainizing! teehees ;D

Sunday, November 14, 2010

God's Love will always be ETERNAL!

願主引導你們的心、叫你們愛 神並學基督的忍耐。

May the Lord direct your hearts into God's love and Christ's perseverance.

(2 Thessalonians帖撒羅尼迦後書3:5)

yeah, lets learn to Love with God :)


DAVID KARP ! so young and good looking man, the TUMBLR FOUNDER! damn, he's so genius.

haha. still, he's the reason many teens were in crisis these days. trust me, TUMBLR is ADDICTIVE like drugs yeah know? 

but i still love it. woooohoo. cheers for tumblr! x)

ooooooooooh. xD

yeah its monday tmr! :(

and i'm having the blues so early meh :/ btw i haven check my textbook cross finger hoping all books didnt lost themselves eh. haha! 

teehees *wonder if my teacher really look like mr-oh-so-handsome there, will i still have monday blues?* xD

little cravings ♥

ohhh aint that yellow one cute! aha. the red one's sexy too xP 

i neeeeeeeeeeed a new hat. BADLY! i'm always having bad hairday, so yeah need disguise! :P

omg omg, what colour should i choose?
yellow again meh? later i look like BIGBIRD in sesame steet ah. Lol haha!

ANYWAYS. i call this post little craving because its just such thing that are, err kinda easy to get? Lol at least easier than my BIGCRAVING bah - DSLR man! XP

Does God Exist?

there's two video im gonna share today. first, its this link -

and second,

THIS. :)

Did God create everything that exists? Does evil exist? Did God create evil?

A University professor at a well known institution of higher learning challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists?"

A student bravely replied, "Yes he did!"

"God created everything?" The professor asked.

"Yes sir, he certainly did," the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything; then God created evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil."

The student became quiet and did not respond to the professor's hypothetical definition.. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "May I ask you a question, professor?"

"Of course", replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?"

"What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?"

The other students snickered at the young man's question. The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat."

The student continued, "Professor, does darkness exist?"

The professor responded, "Of course it does."

The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present."

Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?"

Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course, as I have already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

The young man's name -- Albert Einstein

Thanks to ERIC, through the video he'd shared, i'm really touched, God really speaks to me everywhere, every time. 

The thoughts I've gain, its indescribable, but you, YEAH YOU, really should watch it. it really helps me alot, i felt so blessed and realize a few things.

I worship Him, not for what He'd done for me, not the blessings He'd gave me, but for I LOVE HIM, and He's worthy. In the book of John 10:10 it says "devil come to kill, steal n destroy but God come is give us fully life", because God gave me life, I thank Him. God does not gave us to suffer from the hurting moments we've gone through; hard, hurting and depressing moment is just the way of God to let us grow in his Love, to let us realize the blessing, and too, share this awesome Love to everyone around us. 

God's love forever is enough for us to share, its the same as the story five loaves of bread and two fish, if now, we give what we have to Jesus and let him guide and help, He'll show miracle and let us have the ability to share the Love to others like how He did, to Love us sinful people, not caring for what we've done.

God Loves US. Blessed day! ;) 

Friends, were the reason my life's MULTICOLOR! :D

Relented. Changed.



i'm gonna miss the old times, but i'm still looking forward for the future.

as long as our heart is bonded, as long as all of you were still by my side and love me just the way i am. nothing matters now. not even the past. lets just accept challenges, and fight for our future.

by then, we'll hangout, and talk about those AWESOME moments we once had :)

a wish for you ♥

♡♥你遇上一个人,你爱他多一点,那么,你始终会失去他. 然后你遇上另一个,他爱你多一点,那么你早晚会离开他. 直到一天,你遇到一个人,你们彼此相爱.♡♥

now you've found yours, forget the pain you'd suffered.
just move on!

all the best, my friend :)

just thoughts

Martin Luthur King once said, Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend.

to be frank, my Love ain'l like God, but i really am trying. to love everyone the way i should. and forgive those who had hurt me again and again.

Guide me Lord, and open my heart. heal those broken wounds and let me love like how you've always love me. C: