New theme! :)

Hey there! :) I just got my blog a new look. Hee finally I've got my ass up even though I'm long fed up with the dull-greyish theme of my blog just previously.

After blogging for so long, this is the 3rd banner I used and created with my own doodles of the so-called 'me'. Of course again, with the help of animations supported by MeituXiuxiu :P And because I've changed from different genre to various different colors and design in the past, I figured this time I'd use the combination of dark and light.

You see, I've been using the all-dark-theme and bright neon supporting colors for my previous blogs back in the days of my early teens. Then it abruptly changed into bright colorful theme. It took me quite a while to realize that those themes are more to the food/family commercial blogs or some sort of circus-themed look, which I got sick of it then too.

I've begin to went into paths of being more pastel and soft. And I've tried orange, then yellow until my first banner was created -

which immediately influenced me to turn my blog into the girly pinkish pastel look. This was the longest design of theme I've kept ever since owning a blog, but eventually I've decided to change, but not on a good timing though. Here's why.

My second banner was not quite the one that I can say that I am satisfied with. In fact, it kinda bothers me quite negatively where I don't feel very enjoyed when I'm looking at my blog, as compared to before the pastel-pink era what. This banner above has the same doodles I've drawn on except the overall colors I used on my blog were filtered to low-saturated. And there goes to the dull-greyish theme that has accompanied me since. Although I'm not quite happy with the looks of my blog at that time but I don't even have the urge or desire to keep my blog alive, I became very lazy to make any other changes.

Till now.

I've been updating my Tumblr quite often these days and I found that I kinda missed blogging here. I figured I had to make a change but I've used all kinds of colors to portrays this blog that has accompanied me for so long. So this time I wanted to try on something different. I wanted pink back but I don't really want to turn back to my previous girlish-pink-xiaxue theme. I wanted baby blue too but I can't settled with only one-colored blog, neither do I want to end up with circus feel theme again.

So. Here it is.

I hope it's not weird though. 

#NIALLHORAN #ONEDIRECTION

#1

#2

I've just changed my cover picture on Facebook. 

I already posted #1 then my sister reminded me, are you sure there's only 1 message? 

HAHAHA I'm so happily infatuated lol :3

The perfect gift ;)

Its the day before Christmas people! ;)

Despite this very merry season, I hope I left you nothing but smiles on your face.

The relationship between Christmas and You.

Before I touch on the conclusion, let me begin by telling you a story ;)

Storyline : 杨百合 Drawings: Me *sorry for the crappy pictures :P

I was sitting in the living room when...

I saw a bird flying towards my one piece window.

In just seconds, all I heard was a loud banging sound...

I went out and look at the bird. It struggle for a little while, and soon lost its sign of life. "Its the second time I encounter something like this... Why are you so careless."

Sigh. The last bird was really lucky. It crashed on my window but after resting for ten minutes, it managed to flew away. But this one...

I was sad and frustrated at the same time. If it wasn't for the bird who can't differentiate the window was a part of the 'wall', it wouldn't flew fast and knock the one piece window! "Its the window's fault, you're the one that made the birdie hurt! >:("

But how can I explain to the birds that, the window can't be knock with their heads for it will hurt them if they do?

Unless, I became the same species of bird, so it could understand what I'm saying... "a*b@#c" "Chirp?"

As you can see, the birds mind were so simple, how could they have the ability to understand us human?

Similarly, with human's complex but limited mind, how can we understand the unlimited God?

Human have the nature to worship. If it wasn't for the revelation of God, us human will seek and find God, search high and low to look for a subject to worship, and end up worshiping the wrong ones; Theres people who worship the trees, and believe the spirits of God live in it...

Therefore, God takes the initiative to show us the revelation, and thus we will be able to know Him.

The first revelation (normal revelation) : Nature. 

The second revelation (special revelation) : Bible.

The third revelation (direct revelation) : Jesus Christ.

We all knew that on the night when the brightest star shines high up in the sky, it was the night that Lord Jesus Christ was born.

33 and a half year after Christ was born, despite siting on the throne and wearing a crown with diamonds, gold and silver lining on it, the Roman Soldiers made a crown for him to wear, by using thorns.

And still...

What does our life have to do with Jesus being nailed on the cross anyways?

What rights do we have for a highest prince to go through so much suffer and pain? Some more sacrifices His life for us? 

We've commit uncountable sins that can't be forgiven: we hate, we kill, we lied, we steal and there's so much to list.

In the beginning I've mentioned that the innocent bird have knocked the window and died after, if only I can turn into the same species of bird and explain everything to it, the bird can avoid being hurt and live happily then.

With the identical theory, us human were daft and we commit numeral sins, leading ourself into suffering paths of extinction.

But Jesus have came to this world and became one of us, so through him, we could understand the undying love of God,  be forgiven from the seizing of sins, and have the freedom to live in joy, peace and happiness.

Without a doubt, to have countless of blessings too. :3

This, is the meaning of Christmas, the relationship between the born of Christ and us.

So, always bear in mind that Christmas is not about gifts, lights, food, ornaments, trees, snow, and too is never about the birthday of Santa Claus.

We were the reason, that He gave his life.

chapter 55 - one short peek :3

Just got the pictures from Margaret. I certainly miss being there and talking to the crew members, but.

Although how perfectly my time on board began, I end up committing a mistake that left me embarrassed and dare not to look at the glare from the seas of crowd. I won't mention what I've done, but no, I hurt no one. I just made a teeny wee little mess. Sigh. But so far, it's quite okay, just that I don't really dare to go back there for another time.

By God's grace, I've been doing fine recently. I guess. So yeah, why not blog for a while since I badly miss doing it? C:

Do you know the feeling, when you think you're right and you proceed to the choice you thought that it's right?

But what if you made the wrong choice and you can't go back? What if you chose the wrong choice and sacrifice the one that's right?

Amidst the buzz, finally I can have a taste of the movie for myself and blog about it right now! ;3 Most of the time after reading Gidden's books, I always fascinates the way he decipher his thoughts by using powerful words that leaves permanent footsteps on my mind. Although I'll always convince myself not to buy his book again, I'll still end up purchasing one after another. :/

Well, if you're aged 18 and above (Lol I know I'm not, but duh I'm nearly 18), I strongly recommend you to watch this movie. My rate, sincerely 9.5/10! :)

Shades Of Blue - Here you can get a slight review of the movie :)

Then honest speaking, there's changes in the scene which didn't really tell the exact true story. Instead I think reading the whole story from Gidden's novel is seriously more worth it. (Just my opinion) But trust me the movie's still a blast!

Seven down, three more to go! I'll miss you soon, SPM :P

Still, having the fear for the dream that have yet to come, worrying that it might not come true, is worst than a bloody nightmare.

Till next time then, au revoir!

Bon Baisers :*

chapter 53 ; #13

The temperature's rising abruptly but the sky seems so dim and lovely-cooling. Here I am, wishing to get a quick shower but my ass just cant move.

Then I was hungry, I cooked myself a small pot of hot instant noodles, which I can't wait to try and my lips literally touched the hot pot. Without a doubt, where I was supposed to be enraptured by the tasty cheesy noodle, now feeling so-not-hungry but only pure pain on my vulnerable lips. Which also obviously, look half-cooked.

Recently Ms.Law introduced us to this book. I bought it and adores it to bits and pieces! It means so much when just several pages could set your imagination ablaze with ferocious flame and instill snippets of romanticism that warms your heart from within. This is a book published by the neighbouring secondary school - St. Teresa Kuching and written by aspiring Teresian. :))

Hopeless Record sent me several emails reminding me that there's new videos being uploaded on Youtube. Heee I've never regretted subscribing to their channel. Most of their release suits my taste of music perfectly I say, as how I first fell for All Time Low, which I prefer their Ori Music Version rather than acoustic ones. Unlike Secondhand Serenade vocalist and guitarist John Vesely, he somehow flawlessly combines with acoustic music.

 

Sing For Me - Yellowcard

Be The Young - Yellowcard

 

See Me Smiling - Yellowcard

 

Life Of Leaving Home - Yellowcard 

 

With You Around - Yellowcard

 

The Sound Of You And Me - Yellowcard 

 

Hide - Yellowcard

Logos Hope, which made me excitied just thinking about going on board, actually organized several programmes in conjunction from selling of books. I search the net for news but eventually can't find any. Except the one in Port Klang. I guess, I'll try harder and share it here asap if I got their schedule, hopefully before they arrives because purchasing of tickets needed time ><. :))

In the process of searching for the schedules, I encounter this website, that actually caught my attention.

http://www.missionfinder.org/

Since everything happened for their own reasons, maybe there's a message behind what I came through? Only God knows. ;)

Testimonial have been filled with my achievements and I'm positively unsure and negatively affected by what I've wrote. Heh. What I've heard from teachers who asked other students actually made my level of confidence became futile and frail. But who are they to kill our spirits just like that? I'm sorry but I'm not being offensive Just, it's true that certain words can really hurled us into rifeness pain.

Alright lah. All the best Amigos! GBU x))

#12

From this.

To

This. XD

Heh. Really not much difference actually. Just. More messy. Which, I need not to handle any more ;)

As for today,

It's a lucky pass! And I can finally sleep well xD well not really THAT well until I finish spm. I guess. Glad that I finish fast and not much sun this morning. Poor Daniel had to wait till noon and later than that :(

Sigh. My time's getting slower and slower by the minute and I just don't know why. Weird much.

And hor. This I like. XD

Happy 12th birthday to my so rebellious sister in advance! :P

#so long ago -.-