Friday, December 24, 2010

chapter 38 - then and now :)

beware, its a superbly long post! :)

once i were a so-called crying little baby that hate going to school, always pretend that i am sick so my dad wouldn't bring me to school. i start to puke before entering class, and he'll take me home. believe me, my dad brings me home EVERY TIME he saw me vomiting. LOL haha. i know you love me dad, i love you too :D

AND SO. time flies so damn fast man! just less than two weeks time i'm going to start my first semester of form 5, my last year in secondary school! form6's excluded lah. aduhai. i'm starting to have these flashbacks and recalling on old memories i had when i once started my first year in secondary school.

and so, the real blab starts~ XD

i remember during the end of year 2006, a few moments after i receive my UPSR result, i was so scared that i wouldnt be transfered successfully to kuching high school. crying and praying to God, what will happen if i'm not successfully transfered? but then, i believe God heard my prayers and through my ex-principle, and also my grandpa's customer Mr Thomas Lau, he selected me and i'm officially a highian! during registering, i remember the looks of my form1 teacher's face, Madam Annie Tan, whom had those grace and lovely smile words cant express. i immediately sense that it would be a great year! second day of school, i manage to talk to almost everyone in 1C, thanks to Madam Annie for selecting me as the class cleanliness monitor, i guess, through this i am able to boss people around and fool myself too :P i have a so-called teacher's pet feeling and take my responsibility so seriously and so, i had some minor arguments with certain friends cause i had too high expectation on their duties in cleaning the class. but still i thought everything went out okay :)

when i was in FORM 1, i remembered that rebecca's sitting behind me, and huan's in front of me. i cant really remember anything specifically except for some epic moments and the time that involves whole class unity in solving some "issues". haha. audrick fung's always get the spotlight wherever he went. since primary, he never changed. although he's the pain in some teacher's ass, he still kept a lot of brother's and friends around. he's been my classmate for 9 years and 3 months, till he transfered to technology class. kinda miss him Lol. maybeline ho's my best friend when i'm in this class, for some reason we're really great together, i'm once a rude kid with high ego that most people hate, she's one of the person that changed me and taught me to relent. :) then i met this guy name marcus. geez the first that he gave me was kinda funny. i remember it was his first time duty-ing and he was responsible in sweeping one part of the class. i thought i saw rubbish somewhere and shouted "RUBBISH!", he gave me that big "goldfishy-big-eyes". I CONTROL MYSELF FOR NOT BURSTING OUT LAUGHING SO LOUD. seriously! i don't dare to look at him and turn my head continue laughing, told him that he'd finish his duties. LOL. but then because of my foolishness we start chatting, and another great friendship started :) 
Mr Lau gave me a few advice to study hard in order to stay in kuching high. I DID. for the first year, at least. until my honeymoon year started. FORM 2 huh. when everyone knows each of their friends better than before, enjoys time playing together, start copying homework as for not being that hardworking anymore, and began to crave that form 3 will come faster so that we wouldn't see Miss Wee face that often, we could start having these loosen rules that we didn't want to follow, esp the "youmustmakesureyoulooklikeanerd-hairstyle" rule. but i had a great time this year, marcus tan was my neighbour for the year, but maybeline seems to get further apart. and so, this year i get to know more awesome friends, such as the handsomemost-clevergirl named rebecca, hui wen, liang huan, and so on. when there's some awesome friends around, there sure will be those none-awesomeness one. ooi jian xiang was the one that get on my nerves this year. as i sat at the last row where all last row students were boys, and with the un-nailed properly notice board, ooi jian xiang loves to pull the board and made it knock my head, for several times, and so, other guys followed. so i move around a lot this year, change to the front finally, and i met tiffany, she invited me to join volleyball, and so that's how i start to play volleyball. but haiyah i still dont like ooi jian xiang for getting me bullied -.-

oh yeah i remember the draw table and get caught incident and our class gets united in helping us to get through everything soooo smoothly, help us re-paint those tables, and blah blah blah. haha, only close one knew what i'm talking about eyhh? i miss it when we fight for justice together. LMAO. although teacher wins in the end. Lol haha.

FORM 3! the year when everything gets serious~ owh. i cant use to what i see when the first semester started, everyone's different compare to the year before, serious studying, less playing around, but the fun time never ends when we're great mates together. hmmmmmmm. besides studying, what i remember the most is when the trios teacher teach us! the used to call them SHE, or "kns", gahh but till now i still love and misses them! i'm great that Puan Khadijawati taught us before she left; i miss Puan Nazrah teaching although when she gets mad everything is scary and she repeats every single word she says but her smile still melts every student hear; i miss Puan Sutinah teaching history, she's the one that made history became to life since i start studied history! till now i wish that she could continue teaching me history despite that Puan Ng! haih, i miss Puan Sutinah great smiles and when she shares her experience that were always related to one of our history topics. nehhh i really miss her :/ maybeline's totaly apart now, since hui chian transfered to 3C, but still i knew rebecca much much more, and we became sister :) so as janice, ting, tiff, wugui, sarah and many many more who still hang out together till now even we're separated!

seriously. FORM 4 is ohmygooosh. the year i say bye bye to marcus, helloooo new friends and oh hi, PRESSURE -.- i kinda have this little tingling feelings of regret in deciding to go in science site. hmm all because i didnt put in much effort, and so i didnt score well and then, i don't like bing in science site. IF. i studied hard, I WILL love this class, I WILL love science and maths. real bah. and hmmm, its the year where i had lots of first time in experiencing certain things, first time failing so many subject at once, first time being in one of the lowest position, first time getting my eyes itch cause of too much lenses, first time being a prefect and getting to be apart in one of the big events of kuching high, first time being one of the magazine board committee, first time being the president of ISCF, first time joining LEO and which gave me the chance to meet TONS of new friends i tell you! new friends who were great based on academics, photography, physically, mentally, everyone of them were AWESOME-NESS! and infinity first time experience i had with elisa bong, my newly met besties too :) but still THE BIGGEST REGRETS i had this year is for not putting ALL efforts in studying, had too much time on self-needs, as for interacting with people, making friends, and having fun. which came out to become the biggest pain in the ass, i score REDS in my reports, tears behind every nag i had, and those dissapointment stares behind every looks that were once expectation believing that i could, but i didnt make an effort to prove it.

owh lala. better stop being so emotional lah. today's Christmas eve already! since its 2:58 am of 24th December already. HAHA. hmm since i went back to my grandparents, i had lots of mosquito bites! ugh. my beautiful pwetti leg :( EWW i know right. hahaha! okay lah, but its great having a reunion with my father site's family, we don't really meet that much as we're staying so far apart and i'm always busy doing "stuff", hmm. to be frank, its great to be in a village where everyone treats you like family, loves you unconditionally, and you could feel the warmth although its just the first time you've met someone. God gave me a chance to experience different types and stages of people, different types of memories and unique things to interact with. no doubt my life were pretty colorful already :D

err. too much blabs eh. haha. but thanks for stopping by though. before i end, there's a question i wanted to ask you, HAVE YOU RECEIVE THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT OF LOVE THAT WERE GIVEN BY OUR DEARLY FATHER GOD IN HEAVEN? HAVE YOU LET JESUS CHRIST INTO YOUR LIFE?

believe me, if it wasn't for Christ, i wouldn't be the present me. i could end up much worst. or not even exist.


i love you mummy sister and brother too. ohh so as you my friend. xoxo :)

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