Lies .

I convinced myself that I no longer miss you.

One day, I unknowingly updated myself about you. Tell me, this means I convinced myself of a lie I created. I do miss you, I just miss you too much that my subconscious mind looks for you without me noticing.

So does this mean I really have been living in a lie I created for myself? That I really still miss you?

As what i had in mind, the lie i created myself hurts me more inside. Should i continue? I know what's the answer, so basically i'm gonna hurt more, good luck to myself :/