Tuesday, September 28, 2010

NatComp 2010 Grand Finals - St.Joseph, Kuching


They've melted my heart.

SUPER HOT AND AWESOME! 

St Joe Kuching Marching Band Final 2009




St Joseph Kuching @ State Championships 2007



COOLER! ZOMG! 

12th MSSMBC 2006 - SMK St. Joseph, Kuching


OMG. THIS IS SUPER COOL.

real random stuff :)


 ♥ ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Taeyang - Wedding Dress [HD]



i freakingly need someone romantic.

i'm not desperate for love, i'm not obsessed with anyone,

but i just felt depressed, when i realize that

u're the one and only optimum temperature that i need. ♥

but i just dont even know why,

why would i keep coming back to u?

even if i knew always that,

you only exist in my dream?

owh please, wake me up babe :')

Monday, September 27, 2010

Randoms ♥

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.


It takes no time to fall in love but it takes you years to know what is love.




You taught me how to love but didnt taught me how to stop falling in love.



The weirdest thing is, when i know fact that you'll never be mine but i'm still here dreaming of you.


and yeah, love really hurts.

BLAME OWN CLUMSINESS FALLING FOR THE WRONG PERSON.


Get over it, learn from the mistake you've made, and never repeat the same thing AGAIN. :)




It might take a long time, but the fact must be accepted.


That,




If something ain't yours, it wont be, FOREVER :)




God always prepare the right person for you at the right time, so just follow God's way.




For the right person who really loves you, wont hurt you :)




I know right, its easier to say, but its hard to do what I've mentioned :/

...



you might not know anything

but I've witnessed the truth, with my bare eyes

you may thought it is nothing special

but it cut deep down into my heart

leaving a scar that cant be healed, ever

to the specify YOU



if there's another coincidence, then i'm destined to haunt your life x)

get over it, even if i didn't get the important part of character in your life, at least i'll appear in your life story line from the past, to now, and also the future :D

 but

no matter how good am i, acting that i didn't care about ***
i don't think i can stand any longer

i might refrain or end our relationship, or ***s

find me a substitute, asap, please :/ LOL

Friday, September 24, 2010

:')


you're just a substitute 
a fake lover
a shield for protecting me falling for others
a hiding place to comfort and paralyze myself

thanks to you
i prevent myself from getting hurt from time to time

i love you more than you could imagine
hate you like how grief turns to sorrow, and lastly converts to numb

you've done a good job though
kept me desperate, and not dare to go any further near you

i really am grateful that you exist in my live
letting me get closer than compare to other
also not in a fantasy where i could dream that there's gonna be any happy ending

from deep down my heart
i hope you'll stay the way we are for the time being
until i found another substitute
or maybe when i'm strong enough to fly on my own
not relying you anymore

Monday, September 20, 2010

Thursday, September 16, 2010

雨爱


在雨中慢步 奔跑 我都爱

只可惜 狗狗在雨中不认得我了

幸好有英雄叔叔帮我赶走它

不然我家都没得回咯

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

U-Kiss - As long As You Love Me [MV] HQ

heyyyyy guys! 
aha.
I recently start stalk on the U-KISS group.
U-KISS (Korean: 유키스) is a seven-member South Korean boy band.
I just don't know why i kept following them.

U-Kiss Version of As Long As You Love Me, once sang by legendary band - Westlife :)


Theodor Geisel



I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. 

后.青春期的诗 –九把刀



有些梦想,纵使永远也没办法实现,纵使光是连说出来都很奢侈。
但是如果没有说出来温暖自己一下,就无法获得前进的动力。
–九把刀 《后。青春期的诗》


作者簡介

九把刀 Giddens

1978年製造於台灣彰化。
自1999年開始創作,至今完成45本書,
作品陸續改編為電視劇、電影、線上遊戲。
是當今華人文壇創作幅度最大的作家。
是最幸運的人,也是最努力的人。

「我想隨時隨地都發生好事,我等不及別人施捨我,只好自己想辦法去要。」


內容簡介

六個朋友、十八個夢想,
一場帶著鏟子去參加的婚禮,
一個埋藏青春與勇氣的樹洞。

不想長大嗎?
不想成為朋友們正在成為的那些大人嗎?
現在,我們要對十年後的自己投下一張信任票。
絕對……絕對不要成為我們看不起的那種大人。

於是,我們在學校後面大樹下挖了一個洞。
各自將我們的夢想寫在紙條上,封印在登山水壺裡,將覆蓋在上的土踏實。
隔天畢業典禮,十年如滄海一聲屁過去。
沒人記得那個洞。
但女神于筱薇這場無與倫比的美麗婚禮,
一把鐵鏟,一聲槍響,奇妙地將我們召喚回集體打手槍的那晚。
我們都忘了當年到底寫了什麼,藏在那個約定的洞中。
但我們決定, 不管這些夢想多麼困難奇怪,所有人都要努力幫對方完成……

「你不能害怕你不相信的東西。
只有幼稚的人,才能改變這個世界。
因為他們幼稚到,完全不懂得害怕。


「有一天,我们都将被世界完美地驯养。」

当一个人离开青春的温室,我们将自己交给世界。
不知不觉中,我们抛弃了自己。
我们,让世界驯养。
我们,让梦想继续埋没在青春的记忆里。

当年的梦想,你还记得吗?
当年的自己,你还认得吗?

Monday, September 13, 2010

princess

i dream myself being a princess



awaiting for my prince charming

for i am so desperate

not only to be love, but to feel whole.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

insanity


camwhores! x)
specially made for mua TUMBLR. :P

Tino Coury - Diary (music video w/ lyrics)







I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I-I read your diary (Tino, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all the things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just a second

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (from readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT wanna cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And I wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh Oh
Diary
Oh oh
Diary
Oh oh oh

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your diary d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see (I didn't see)
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary



TUMBLR !



ITS SO ADDICTIVE -.-

chapter 26

booyah to the max!
haha i finnaly did "something" that wasn't really randoms in the durations of this holidays.

imma gonna share stuffs that i did from 09092010 till 12092010 :) 

on thursday, i went out with Ning Jie, Jacys and Cempedak


a picture with my sis i've taken before i went out
she look so sleepy :/


i played with my dad's chef hat *a disposable one* ( which's called TOQUE traditionally )
too bored x)


after ning came, we went to Sunny Hill and eat pandan Ice Cream!
omg i cant belive it, its been so long~ thanks to ning i could eat it again. the last time since i last ate is like, five years ago x(
and till now, its still super delicious! haha. 


some photo taken on that day, credits to Ning Jie :D

Friday morning i did nothing, until night i went for rehearsal for upcoming church event - moon cake festival night.
Just after the rehearsal, i realize i haven't been practicing well on my piano as my hands have stiffened, not as active and lively as before, and my skills in live performing which needs to observe the vocalist signals just sucks, my mind's always drifting somewhere else~

Saturday i woke up at 6, which i've never had waken up this early for one week already.
I went to Mount Kubah Climbing with SIB Youth Fellowship :)
Our trail is 3000 miles uphill, and 3000 miles down the hill, we started our journey around 7/8 oclock and ended around 2 oclock.
the trail's kinda hectic but we made it, TO THE TOP!
praise the Lord~


camwhore on the ount top!


lots of photo shooting
photo album by pro photographers - Luny , Samuel x)

finally, on Sunday, we went sermon in the morning,
and went to Boulevard,
which you and me myself couldn't believe that i wore something like this!


just for fun :P