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For mum, as promised. Preached by Pastor Kiu - 祷告和生活（罗马书12：1-2）

福音的结论：以马内利；与神通行。

相信“神的话”；有心的祷告

五个步骤
（1）知道耶稣
（2）相信耶稣
（3）接待耶稣
（4）回应：把生命主权交托给神
（5）做决断

所谓决断，就是改变。
因为圣经说：叫爱神的人得益处
作为门徒的决断：（腓4：4-7）

Morning Prayer (5:00am - 7:00am)
决定生活的成败
- 打开信心的眼光
- 看见神同在的恩典
- 确认神的应许
- 期待新一天的带领而感谢神
- 求神让你不同的看待：独处、Family、Church、Workplace、Friends、所在的地区、世界
- 完全交托将要解决的事情、问题
- 神的计划，时间表

Afternoon Prayer (12:00pm - 1:00pm)
会带来生活现场得胜
- 再次开启属灵的眼睛，确认应许，属灵生命得充电
- 为工作得十倍的能力和果效祈求
- 从四周寻找要祝福的对象
- 预备智慧的言语和简单的信息
- 遇到问题时，要寻找神的美意，并交托给祂

Night Prayer (5:00pm - 6:00pm) - This ain't Bedtime Prayer
会带来加倍应许和祝福的收割
-在大自然里享受运动的时间，同时享受与神深切的对话、祷告
- 寻找在白天时光感恩的时
- 对自己的训练，用神的话预备自己
- 学习各样知识的最佳时刻
- 教会集会，享受肢体生活，侍奉教会的时间
- 可以安排时间探访有需要的人
- 整理一天的生活和应允，为着“世界福音”确认，掌握自己现场的时间表

不可少的 Important Prayer
- 随时的祷告：简单又有权柄的祷告，维持得胜有余的生活
- 吃饭前的祷告、身体软弱得医治，并维持健康和体力
- Exercising, Entertainment, Resting 也在神所赐的“自由和节制”之下享受幸福美满的人生
- 睡眠前感恩和交托及对话，祷告中使我们结束蒙恩的一天，并期待新的一天来临


#挑战维持如此祷告生活三个月，生命必定有所改变

KML - Sem 2 :)

You know you're not ready for the future yet when it's hard to say goodbye.

It's been two weeks, but all I remembered is what I've did on the first week. Second week seems to be all foggy and blur.

Time flies fast. I'm already halfway through college, and it all happened like a blink of an eye.

Whenever I'm home for the holidays, I even doubt if studying in Labuan has been like some sort of a dream.

I'm thankful for the blessings I've had and how God has let me grow within these months. I've always hated the process where I'll feel lost and constantly search for what God wanted to show me. I'm always eager for time to move faster when the process made me feel unpleasant and insecure. But God holds my hand through thick and thin, even in the worst situation when I have fear towards what's yet to come, and He showed me His everlasting love through the people around me.

The door God closes, no man can open; The door God open, no man can close; When God closes a door, He'll open a better one for us to enter.

One goodbye is always a marking of a new hello.

So, HELLO SECOND AKA LAST SEMESTER!

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When something happened and tears triggered all those truth to be told

Some conffesion of what I really felt,
And have been denying for some times.

Things ended but it's not how imagine it'll be.
I came home bringing those fears with me, but somehow had to take it back to where I'd left.

I want strong faith in God again
I want to feel the peace
I want to love God like how I used to

But something's shielding me against those willingness,
And I just can't get rid of it.

I've changed, and I don't like those changes.

I keep thinking non-stop about life and death
Somehow my thoughts kept emphasizing on the death part
The night I sleep thinking about why I'm still living
The night I'm driving where I think about different kind of road accidents that could happen
The evening where I subconsiously thought about being pulled down into the pool and drown
The many times when I'm alone and I think about things that shouldn't happen, and goosebump just crawls all over me.
It scares me a lot
But I don't know how to stop those thoughts

I scared. Really really scared.
I hope I have the faith to overcome it.

There's this part of me that doesn't want to go back, I just want to stay home.
But, I can't...

Apart from bringing back those fears, I've so much thing that I haven't finish doing yet.
Dancing, reading, deciding things.

Everything's a mess. A gigantic mess that I'll have to face eventually.
That's the part of growing up right?
You ought to finish everything you're responsible to, and you have no way to run, or to hide.

All I need to do, is get rid of the shield against the relationship I have with God.
But where can I start when my heart's all stubborn and arrogant?

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#照骗

I'm actually the kind of the girl that will want everything to go my way whenever I got things planned ahead of me. I accept changes but only when it makes more sense compare from what I have in mind. Stubborn yet flexible. In short, complicated.

So that's the thing that kinda get me into this uneasy situation where I seems to neglect some of my friends. But to be frank, I don't really planned my two weeks holiday before I came home, I just had a mind set where I hope I could spend more time with my family, really rest and try not to spend a lot of money, somewhere in between searching for the reason why I felt so lost for the last half semester.

So there, I was caught in the moment and forgot that I have friends that actually wanna spend time with me. Perhaps it's not to late to repent? But I don't know where to go and what to do! Why, that sounded like an excuse where I can stay home.

#usualtwopersonalityfightingthingy and #consciencealwayswins

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A number of thoughts that mushed up into a pile of shit
Didn't get me going to somewhere different and always end up coming back to where I started

She was right, I've not given the ones who have tried even the slighest bit of chance
But I always thought that I know what I wanted, until I heard them talking

It's not about how perfect God's timing is, it's where I always keep the doors close
But when the timing really's perfect, those fear will fade away and God will unlock those doors

I hate having doubts. So not cool

Ps. Heyyo, it's okay and still waiting :)
Pps. My guitar is backkkkkkkkkkkk! Hehe. But dang although can strum I'm too sick to sing #shucks
Ppps. Getting sick while I'm back home is oooosum. Lol not the getting sick part la but where I've mummy to give me meds. #sainai

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总之。虽然所做的事情好像比较多，但是最终仍觉得好像是一塌糊涂，超没规律的。

没有了原则，没有了正确的目标。

Dinamika's Dinner! It's themed Masquerade! (Y)

6km Marathon with Labuan's citizen! :)

Mooncake Festival :))))

KML Got Talent

Yay babeh they got first! (Y)

Vocal Surprise Me With Yours

Last Tutorial before Study weeeeeeeeeek

Me and Cynthia :)

Eyebags omo

Went to KOOP wearing only towels and a cardigan. Haha crazzayyyy!

It wans supposed to be a "Get well soon" picture. But the patient edited it. Lol.

The recognized territory with the lecture mates I missssss :(

My roommates :)

Curl after braiding zee hair!

Continue missing piano and guitar :(((

I finally know how to braid this on my own. #Independence

Foods

Once in a while you can have luxury ones,

But most of the times must learn to save moneeeeeeeeh.

Went to Anglican Church with Priscilla :)

Mua First Semester Finals Examination Hall

I finally finished all my MUET exams! haha can't wait for next semester's English lessons. More practical, less theory! :P

Zhuliann left for SPA :( No more people speaking madarin in class with me dyyyyy. Sighhhh.

Currently at Mariner Hotel, waiting for 630am so I could leave for KK :)

Yeeeeea. Lots of talks, don't know if the action's enough.

有神作标杆生活才能不会如此让自己情绪被捆绑的过着。

I'll miss Priscilla the mosttttttttttt :(

Till then, bye.