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感觉不一样了
热情快结束了
网 魅力不如往时了

也许只是暂时离开
但偶尔会回来
只恐怕 感觉没了 灵感也会跟着消失
不会吧

总之
有心情我会更新
往这儿塞塞废话咯

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tehehehe. Lol. 

有时候就是要说出口 才不会觉得心口紧绷闷闷的

有时候就是要废话一堆灌满好友的耳朵 不然“有难同当”就没意思了

有时就是要放出该放的屁 才会觉得舒服、重获自由(?)

-.-女生这样说话会不会太粗俗啊

但是人生矛盾就是一大堆 说什么要站在别人立场 

想想自己应该如何对待别人 好让他以后也会如此对待我

总之 适可而止啦

反正这么多耳朵 一个人讲一点咯

在自己最想疯狂的时候 代表自己正热血沸腾 冒着青春珍贵的烟火

但大人的冷水 一泼再泼 温度不就下降了吗

或许太疯狂 或许害怕自己实践心事后会受重伤

或许 或许 当自己开始这样想时

会认为自己可能老了 不然就是胆子小到极点

或许 或许 或许 或许.......................................

哎呀累了懒惰想 反正就是证明自己老了 哈哈！

不好意思 太久没出现。一来就写这么无聊的东西。就像上面所说啊，我今天废话特别多，只好找地方塞 ~

♥

No. I don't want to rebel.

No. I don't want to know nothing.

No. I need to understand instead of hiding from reality.

No. I must be humble and know that Christ is the head of me.

Either God can do the impossible through you, or he isn’t God. ‘There is nothing God cannot do through me.’

Lord I know I shan't worry cause there's nothing impossible in You. You're bigger than all my problems. Oh lord. I need your guidance and wisdom. I need you badly. Hold my hand and let me stay strong in You. ♥

Something that bothers but hard to express.

As time goes by, we changed, we grew up, and we start realizing the truth of life.

We began to seek for love, even if it exist but we couldn't manage to experience it. As sometimes we took it for granted or get used to it, or maybe the love we got ain't enough. Human always have the nature of greeds and they were forever unsatisfiable. But still, there's no wrong we're all hunger for love, as it's the main reason that kept us determine to live.

Sometimes we teens doesn't mean to rebel, but reality encourage to do so. We start having our own conscience,we began to have feelings for everything, and as time goes by, we're even observant out of the caused of curiosity. 

We're seeking for attention. We wanted to be cared and loved. But little we don't know why whenever we faced problem, we wouldn't want to confront to our parents neither share our stories with them. Some of them were always too busy with their work and they often pay less attention on their children. And thus, their children began to search for love when they start to have a mind of their own, and focusing on people who really care and pay attention on them, sometimes even rather to start neglecting what's important - studies. They never care if it's temporary, at least it will always be better than nothing at all. 

But deep inside, we know what we wanted the most is still from our dearest parents, whom love us from the beginning before we were even born yet. Its like suicidal - sometimes you just thought of dying, but in reality you wanted to be saved. Teen oh teens, I, we were still in realizing the truth, we can't conclude anything but we can only do one thing, that is by understanding and putting ourself in our parent's shoe. Maybe they wanted to work hard to show us a good example? I don't know. But we can't deny that they'll love us no matter what, they just don't show. We all made mistake.

song - 活出主的爱

亲切温暖的家庭，
若是没有爱流露，
就失去温馨，
也不再有生气。
没有爱的家庭，
只剩下表面问候，
就如响的锣钹，
充满虚空。

付出我们的爱，
凡事包容忍耐，
就让我们切实相爱，
让我们彼此关怀。
在爱里在恩典里，
流露基督香气，
流出主的美善，
流出真诚的生命。

Dad and mum, I'm sorry for making you upset. Thanks for the all sacrifices and I love you guys!

*all picture credits to tumbr

It's a new beginning. Life goes on no matter what.

I first came across the picture of incident from facebook. Clicked in the link where I saw a familiar address as the headlines of the image. First thought is sympathy, and think that it's someone between 20 to 30 years old. I never knew the real story until 5 hours later. I was playing my guitar and wondering where's my dad. Until I saw an incoming message, which made tears roll down from the edge of my eyes.

Besides feeling of condolence, there's something more complex behind. I was having a fight and I'm unhappy with my dad before. And when it's the day I wanted to celebrate my dad's birthday, I get this text saying that the lost in Lee's family. I feel God's speaking, yet still blaming on the tragedy of what reality brought.

1 Corinthians 3-4 - "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.""

Death. Frightening in our eyes, but yet different in God's eyes.

God saw you getting tired,

When a cure was not to be.

So He wrapped his arms around you,

and whispered, “Come to me”.

You didn’t deserve what you went through,

So He gave you rest.

God’s garden must be beautiful,

He only takes the best

And when I saw you sleeping,

So peaceful and free from pain

I could not wish you back

To suffer that again.

(by Author Unknown)

To my dearest brother in Christ Eric Lee, sister Lee Ming Wei and family. I don't really know what to say. Besides tears that came out of no where, another thought is, I hope your cheers and your beautiful laughters wouldn't be gone. Know that we are sharing in your sorrow and lifting you up in prayer. May you feel God's comfort and grace all around you. Please stay strong, please take care, God loves you, we love you.

I will not leave you comfortless. I will come to you. - John 14:18

Open up your eyes to the things unseen.

I could act like I know nothing. I could just do nothing. Like my father mentioned just this afternoon, "If it's not your business, don't care about it."

But I can't. I had this voice in my head. It told me never to compromise for who I am, what I meant to do, and I need to speak up what's right and what's wrong.

WHEN THE END WILL COME? 

I'm not sure what should I write in this post. But somehow I get the feeling that God's calling all Christians, including you and me to open up our eyes to the things unseen.

In Matthew Chapter 24, the Bible told us to be prepare for the future. As the end of everything would come soon.

Never doubt. Never tumble and be confused with the contemption we are starting to face. Those were the signs that remind us to listen and obey what we should, as written in the book of wisdom.

As He told us.

John 15:18-19 — 

The World Hates the Disciples

   

18 If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.

We might. No let me rephrase. We Will be ignored and contempt. We Will be facing rejections and be threatened. But God had been through it, to save us. He was nailed on the cross, he faced death. But always bear this. HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE. HE'S THE AUTHOR OF SALVATION. HE CLEANSE OUR SINS. HE MADE US GO FROM NOTHING TO ETERNITY.

*picture credits to link

It's easy to go below and walk down the pathway. It's always harder to reach for the skies as gravitational force exists. It's the same theory with heaven and hell. Believing in God never promise you to have a peaceful and no-worries life, but it in spite with what we'll go through, He'll lead us to His grace.

*picture credits to link

Now I know Who's bigger compared to all my problems. I know whose strength is above all nation. I know. I know His light will shine when all else fades. His glory goes beyond all fame.

Lets pray that God will raise up good leaders for the future. For the sake of His kingdom. For the people who he loves so much that he sacrificed His son to bear all the pain just to save us.

Pray that He will open up our eyes. Let us understand the truth, never be selfish and show us how to love like He have loved us. Make us realize what our responsibility is. What is the true meaning of us to exist in this world. Guide us, lead us. 

No more compromising. No more excuses. Hope for wisdom, and strength. Have faith ♥

Earth Hour 2011's in 2 days time! :)))

YES YOU. Know what's on fire? Its ain't our mother planet transforming into a rocket Lol. Seriously. Do anyone not know our home's getting warmer and warmer as days gone by?

Familiar? Thick amount of toxic coming out from three simple tubes. Causing various damage to our lovely home that's once a peaceful and beautiful place to live in. There's still many childish act that people thought it benefits one self by earning lots of money, making everything convenient, but never think of the consequences, knowing that it'll cause a big damage to our next generation.

Does this make your heart ache? Maybe not cause that's just a vulnerable polar bear and that's none of our homo sapien's business. But what if. What if it's your love ones being surrounded by the phenomena that brings loss and harm, and finally causes death? No one said the pity polar bear isn't our business. Cause whatever happened to them, the same problem will lead to us. We live in the same earth. The same world.

The melting of Himilayan Glaciers. Obviously there's a massive difference.

Take another picture for example.

In recent years, earthquakes have been more frequent and devastating than all the previously recorded quakes combined. In the 9th cen­tury there was only one major quake, in 11th century there were two, 3 in the 13th, 2 each in 16th and in 17th, 5 in the 18th, 9 major quakes in 19th, and in 20th century already exceeded a hundred mark— more than tenfold increase from the last century. In 1995 alone there were already eleven (11) major quakes registering a magnitude of 7 and higher, some according to the sources were the strongest to hit their countries in a century.

Natural phenomena will never stop damaging, and the numbers will never decrease. All we could do is preserve, and slows down the process before it comes to an end soon.

God gave us the responsibility to took care of our own homeland. And yet. So many disasters, so many deaths. People shed tears, people went homeless.  

Remember this? It started by World Wide Fund For Nature (WWF) in 2007 alone in Sydney. Now it's a global event and also a testament to show that simple act of people switching off their lights can make a resounding statement for a worthy cause.

Though we must remember, this is only an event that raises our awareness towards the need to take action towards climate change. It's not a once in a year thing. It's not about the specific energy reductions made during the hour being all that's required.

2 more days.

Humanity is not in a position to allow our activities to warm up the planet. Much is at stake; biodiversity, our loved ones and ourselves. Let's start with an hour and stop only when we have created hope for planet Earth. - Dato' Dr Diounysius

*all photo courtesy of Google.

Attach article - How close are we to the END? Bible studies for the Last Days.

Information in details about EARTH HOUR It's time to go Beyond The Hour.

xx ♥