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现在感觉好像古代诗人那样 名句精华脑里团团转

唯一不像的就是  懂或不懂 照着念 

#1 oh. hi there.

Bumbumbeedumdumm. Dizzy as all Monday me's like. I'll never be awake till evening.

Aiyeahh. I am DESPO to be 18. The so-called legal age's 21 but I thought its too far. Aim 18! 14 months to go. AIHH.

sorry for the retarded pictures! bahah. hehehe just scribbling around with paint what. :P

失望。

就算每人都有冷漠的权利，但也不能一溜烟的消失，不负责任到家吧！

算了。多说也没用。

反正同样的事情也必定会一而再 再而三 的发生。

除了忍，还是忍。

Forgiveness

懂事 - 懂得谅解、知道原谅、体谅他人

The Curse by Lee Su Ann, a must read novel for form5s student as it is in the syllabus mentioned -

THERE IS NOTHING MORE LIBERATING IN RECEIVING FORGIVENESS THAN GIVING IT. once you're forgiven - sincerely forgiven - the weight is lifted from your chest, and you're finally free.

Like what I've mentioned in the earlier in the past, 

WE SHOULDN'T PUNISH OURSELF FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S MISTAKE. 

Our life's gifted by God, why live miserably when happiness's all around?

creeps in this petty pace from day to day.

non stopping hates. it'll never end. everything's going to be like the brief candle, on the way to dusty death. as the Bible says so, the world will come to an end, sometime very soon.

unless. there's eternal life given by God and we'll have peace and real happiness in the promised land. 

HEAVEN AND EARTH WILL FADE. BUT HIS WORDS WILL STILL REMAINS. 

sources of pictures - war1 war2 war3

The least We can do. But unity'll topple the unreachable!

this is really a meaningful programme :)

I'm Praying For My School

Click on the link and like. But most of all, try making words into actions. pray hard. lets start bringing in the era of relent and hope. God bless! :D

The Installation of Love :)

Installing Love on the Human Computer. - VIA FACEBOOK

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to

install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer:  Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support:  No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer  disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However,you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ? 

Customer:  I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer:  Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer:  Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components."  What should I do?

Tech Support:  Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before

you can Love others. 

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations. 

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support:  Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. 

Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty yourRecycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back. 

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support:  Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running.

One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer:  Thank you!

THIS IS SERIOUSLY WORTH TO READ! it makes your heart goes AWWW~ and wow too! haha. :D

chapter 44 - currently still airborne in the atmosphere of ignorance and negligence.

when studying gets to the border of making mind sets to get drunk and unconscious in doing the right actions.

crap. hahahaha ohhmy crazy moments in life. there's nothing to do with being vain, just purely killing boredom. :P

it seems like i still cant accept the fact that test's near.

chinese new year have ended long ago but it never takes away my shitty holiday moods. i need motivation to start studying like a nerd!

PEAASS. i have a sexxay mustache. LOL hahaha

chapter 43 - Very RANDOM.

I didn't really plan what to say first and what comes next. I just typed whatever that pops into my mind.

So here goes. :)

Heard this was a meaningful song despite its ain't specify for GIRLS, its about singing for the needy. Listen and you'll know :P

BTW THIS IS SHARING PLANET. its an awesome restaurant and heard it serve delicious food that charge reasonable prices!

OH MAN. i wanna go. so badly.

More information >> http://www.sarawakian.net/2007/02/20/sharing-planet/ and http://www.facebook.com/sharingplanet ;D

Thats all. I'm really tired, both mentally and physically . Need prayers desperately. Take care and Thanks!

♥

It never hurts to find time doing things with who you love the most. And it's always a grateful thing that you have someone you love to spend time with you.

We're neither close, nor faraway. We do certain things together but sometime lost in contact for quite awhile. We met and we gossips, hardly having the opportunity to have a heart-to-heart conversation together, but still we have this relationship that's much different than an ordinary friendship.

There's this bond thingy. Maybe.

 

 True friends means its needn't for you to be someone else or feel awkward when you are with them.

BTW. Education fair was FUN! nah Lol. drank ice blended coffee and mock-tail for free. bahaha and I guess its really brainstorming time. Gonna set the target clear so there's no regret nor getting lost. ohhh myyyy. focus got distracted to the unimportantS. prayers needed. thanks guys. xo!

chapter 42 - continuous

续 - 柠檬汁

生病时 再刺激味觉的酸
到口中仍无感觉 淡到就像在喝白开水

四周犹如一场梦 懵懵懂懂的过了一天

ending before time

I was here when the incident happen. got a news from friend that another person commit suicide somewhere in Matang today.

Is ending your life the one and only way to solve all problems? "Do not be a fool--why die before your time?" (Ecclesiastes 7:17b) 

**What the Bible says about Suicide.

Life belongs to God. It is never our place to take our own life or someone else's life.

不同季节 不同口味 :P

念过的英文小说 除了Danielle Steel 从不记其他作者的名
不知为何 但第一次念了就爱上的英文书 就是她写的 Star
之后就念了她写的四五本 就不知为何没接下去了

国文小说 重来没有念头打算看 特别是爱情小说
印像中 不是有诅咒 就是恨 来来去去只有那几个情节吧
或许是自己随便判下的定论
肯定会有好书存在的 只是自己还没遇见
只有中二时 就是那么一段时间 我开始借了那关于各样案例系列的书
还记得 主角就只有位女的 书皮 肯定是黄色的
不同的案例 不同的结案方式 念着更有无数心跳加速的情况
但 蛮可惜的 虽然念有少少五本以上 但只有那么一次
直到我校的图书馆被那场可恶的火烧 我没机会再找到那些书了

至于华文书嘛 一直以来
除了九把刀 还是九把刀
不曾尝过别作家的作品 暂时也还不想
他的书还真有够与众不同的
刺激的 恐怖的 再多字 看起来再平凡的书皮
还是会有很劲爆的内容 虽有一些些粗啦
看过的每一本 从来不敢说有一本是闷的
像我这么容易被影响的 希望自己不会被他那写书的内容给洗脑 哈哈

无聊吼
问我为什么会写这种博客
我不清楚 但我想说的是 书真的会让自己打开眼界
跑到故事情节中 还可以经历不同的境界
哈哈如果你没有可能是我想象力太丰富了吧 :P

但一个能肯定的就是 它可以提拔你写作能力
还记得中二时 我国文成绩可是突飞猛进的
但因之后没在碰国文书 成绩只有越来越差 没进了

最可惜的是 我要看心情选各种语言的小说看
哎呀 除了中二碰上国文季节 再也没了
最近书本的口味 不是英文就是华文
SPM 国文考卷真么办? standard 不是提高了吗? 没拿到 credit 不是惨?

Too important not to share! x)

sometimes we complain about the cross we bear not realizing that it’s preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot.

- picture and post all via tumblr -

I used to fear FUTURE.

But God held me tightly in His arms and told me,

The future is a phantom, seeking to spook you. Laugh at the future! Stay close to Me.

Its a rojak post full of awesome ingredients. :)

她学生当面污辱了她

她不甘心 就诅咒了他

隔天 他因在校外车祸死亡

爱和尊重的缺乏 人性的恶毒 言语的可怕 恨恶的开始 悲哀的事实

Though no one is fully evil, but humanity forever have the nature to hurt and destroy. There's always a side of us that's fake and always pretending. Including me. :P

Ohhmy what am I posting this on such a wonderful day. But real what. Sigh.

Even the EGYPT WAR too. 

 Hannah had a great point here and thanks to her she opened my eye and knew what's actually happening to the world as I don't really watch TV recently nor read the newspaper.

Egyptian anti-government protesters sleep in front of an army tank to prevent it from moving during the night.

A man prays near Egyptian army tanks positioned between protesters and Mubarak supporters

Protesters stopped an army officer from shooting himself as he sobbed. [Cairo, Egypt]

Who wouldn't feel heartbroken when they saw these pictures? Especially the last.

Imagine how God'll feel, looking down on this nation, His nation, at all the hurting people who don't know Him, who reject Him, who are desperate for Him. Imagine the people crying out to their gods, where are they to save them now? Jesus, only He saves. Jesus, He loves them. Jesus,.. we need a miracle. He is the miracle.

I see the ring on his finger. He's married, maybe he has kids? Perhaps they're at home, watching the news fearfully; wondering if her husband, their father, is going to come back safe. I see the hopelessness in his eyes, maybe he thought that this life simply wasn't worth it. He's never going to win the fight against these violent protesters, what is this job worth? He might as well put the gun to his head and end it - But wait. There is a man. A man who dreams of freedom, a man who values life over an easy way out. And the army officer stops from pulling the trigger, as he breaks down crying. Maybe one day, there will be freedom. It is not his time - yet.

Egypt is a large, mostly Arab, mostly Muslim country. At around 80 million people, it has the largest population in the Middle East and the third-largest in Africa.

Read this and tell me it doesn't touch your heart. Tell me it doesn't make indignance and hurt well up in your heart.

"Do you see what Mubarak has been reduced to?" said a young man, coughing into the scarf his face was wrapped in. "Today's the beginning of a new Egypt, a free Egypt."

Freedom? Is this freedom? Hurting and desperate people, confused in the midst of all the violence and terror, freedom is what they call it? Fear, death, anger, confusion. Freedom? This is not freedom. Jesus is freedom.

Partly copied from Hannah. Credits to her for opening up my mind. Pray that this will touch hearts of others too. Lets also pray for the people who needed us so badly, especially Egypt.

happy valentines :)

for true lovers, everyday will be valentines day. 

Talk about love, as a teen I really have to admit that there's always temptation to have a relationship. But despite testimonials from friends who'd gone through continuous breakups and the unstable emotion teens tend to have, I don't believe that either one of our relationship will last long, nor stay happy always. Unless they are mature enough.

Okay it doesn't mean that I totally reject to have a relationship but I never will believe in myself and never dare to do so. If it's not the time yet, it will not be. He'll prepare a right person for me at the EXACT right time if I have the patience. 

Since I kinda get used to my life in form 5 now, thanks to God, I don't think I am able to accept anymore changes and if I should probably focus only on studying now. Though I thought we should be flexible in life. :P but I am not ready for any dramas yet. XD

Once again, Happy Valentines in advance!

chapter 42 - 柠檬汁

累了

心中却很安慰

感恩 :)

读书的味道 

就像 柠檬汁 ♥

自然的让你眼睛酸 累

有时 就因为它酸 激发了食欲

更加想吃 更加想喝

对了

今天的校长

是我朋友哦 :D

真希望下次还有一起聚会的时间

因为 他今天和我们说话 不像周会了 不是因为我们能坐下听

而是因为

他说的话 几乎每一句 都让我震撼 认同 觉悟 安慰

两个月过了

还算在正道 没转错角

感恩

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/thessalonesa C:

celebrating?

Norman Goh just said something that bang on my head and touches my heart so deeply. In twitter, he mentioned: "War in the skies in Kuching. Solemn and quiet night deep in my heart. Prayer for the less fortunate. Bless them abundantly as we celebrate."


Days ago my mum told me an incident that happen in her office. Her colleague witnessed a little girl desperately wanting his father to withdraw money from the bank so they could celebrate Chinese New Year. The girl's father pause for a moment and said:" But I didn't have much money anymore... ". Then he decided to cancel the insurance he had had since few years ago. Guess what? The only amount they can get from the insurance is RM1800, and they can only get the money after Chinese New Year...

Appreciation is what we need to emphasize on. In seasons like this, its not all about how many red packets you got, or how wealthy you look with all your new clothes on and how beautiful your house looks. Cherish the ones you love, and also appreciate with what you have. 


Share the extra to those who needed. Remember the less fortunate and let's pray to be blessed so we could bless others.

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Lol hope i can do this tomorow. XD

haha nyways,

HAPPY CNY IN ADVANCE!

它 真的长久吗

有一个她 认为生活很空虚

一直努力 追求 人的爱 美好的感情

遇到了挫折 却认为自己没有用

认为 死了算了

她 到底 所追求的爱 真的存在吗

为了一个人守了这么多承诺 到头来只是一场空 值得吗

另一个她 认为她朋友有今天的下场

完全是她的错

为了朋友流了好多泪 不吃不喝好多天

她一直责怪自己

无论如何安慰劝告 都没用

她对她朋友的爱 她朋友知道吗

当你认为自己找到属于自己所谓的真爱时

很难预料却又不能避免的问题 出现了

当在一个人身上 找不到当初的那 幸福又完美的爱

就自然的会向 另一个朋友得取 爱 让自己满足

然而 这情况会 一而再 再而三 的发生

人就是这样 不断寻找 爱

但 永久的爱 确实存在吗

这过程 真的幸福 你不累吗

你不累 我可累了