no idea whats the title. LOL

this is making me nuts. :/

the lost and not found case is getting my nerves on and my heart thorned.

the coward instinct fml. usually i wont act before thinking due to this issue, but since that incident i start to take precaution steps. and it sucks a lot.

okay i admit that person is a guy. and because so, i don't dare to comfort that person. he is not my friend officially, never talk to him in person but just once after one moment that thing occurred to him, and after i saw he cried.

i never said i have feelings to him but this incidents seems to make me think about something. it is necessary for me to take precaution steps? should i not comfort him just scared to be misunderstood? mum said i should not simply treat boys good or else they will thought i am interested in them. she told me that because i have gone through a little trouble few times ago, when i treated someone real good but at last he threatened me and make me fear to go to school, skipped my test and duties, cried and worried for some times. it scared me a lot. it sort of a man phobia that i've mentioned quite long ago.

it hurts so much to see someone been hurt. the flash back the moment he cried just breaks my heart. and it sucks a lot when i know i cant even comfort him. i tried to do it the none really concerned way, but it just dont works.

humans are complicated aren't they? if everyone is just as pure as water, they wouldn't suspect or misunderstood.

just like now. i'm trying to convince myself not to misunderstand that someone's real meaning about what that someone told me. bleh.

btw. i hate peolple who doesn't dare to admit the mistakes they've made! grr.

chapter 17

its been a fine eventful week :D

on the 29th, its kuching high's koperasi day. help out at pengguna's stall, learn lots of promoting skills! get the chance to promote pai tee to our principle too. nervous but worth it. mr. lim supported us and bought away one box of pai tee! xD

the NIE magazine competition and school magazine board task goes kinda smooth too. although theres so many late sleeping night but overall everything went well. just that i forgot to call MMS and Swinburne for their magazine ads artwork

following sunday we had our magazine board photo shooting at panggung udara. realize the gangs were fun and cute-to-talk-with.

sis and her friend andrea were having race among themselves if u notice there's two human shadows in the picture. :D

jublee at dawn.

raptai hari sukan. before sports day people who are involve got to go to jublee for rehearsal to ensure that everything goes smooth on the current sports day.

sports day been well for me. but for other people? i don't really know. there's people who lost their stuff and reported to police, heard the police's coming on monday. there's people who got injured and fainted, sent to hospital to be taken care. there's people who got suntanned and diseases from too much appearance under the sun.

duty's kinda hectic. being a part of penyelia peserta wasn't what i had in mind for freedom. two days i'm stuck doing duties and cant go around with close friends. but two things good about duties is i get to know new friends, get along with many people especially teachers and not wasting my time waiting for nothing and time to fly just like that. wait wait. one more thing. i saw ryan ong and zenas then my exclassmate too! :DDDDDDDD

results for houses, year 2010: ( same as last year)

azam's 1st, tabah's second, yakin's 3rd, gigih's 4th, cemerlang's 5th, berani's 6th.

fyi, i'm in tabah! happy with the result and glad that i participated this year too! the shirt was pwwweeti than last 3 years and i got second in the event i've taken! hahaha.

thats all, lurves :)

I WANT GO. But cant. :'(

The Rainforest World Music Festival is a unique festival that brings together on the same stage renowned world musicians from all continents and indigenous musicians from the interiors of the mythical island of Borneo. Its formula of afternoon informative workshops, ethno-musical lectures, jamming sessions and mini concerts, followed by evening performances on the main stage has proven to be a hit with the audience, who come from near and far. The festival site also sets up a variety of food and drink stalls, an arts and crafts area as well as a counter for festival memorabilia, Sarawak souvenirs and CDs by the performing artists, all this contributing to a fun filled, wholesome festival experience. World Music plus a country fair atmosphere in the midst of lush greenery. The Rainforest World Music Festival, a not-to-be-missed occasion, guarantees a smashing time in the heart of the Borneo Jungle ! GOSH. i seriously must save money to buy tickets for next year! :DDDDDDDDDDD